the last time i was in sf i felt relieved when i got back to new york. i felt like a nomad in sf like i didnt belong there anymore. this time, i felt nostalgia come through me again as i was there.
when will i not feel like this anymore? what crap.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
my heart was left in the city by the bay
coming home from san francisco is always hard. three days is never enough to be there and to do all i wanna do, and see all the people i want to see. i ended up having to go home and see my family everyday. on the third day i was in such a bad mood that i threw a fit and almost didnt go. weirdly enough, they were so understanding about it and it only made me feel more guilty. i only wondered to myself WHY i was so mad that i had to go home again. was time with my friends really more valuable to me than my family?
Thursday, May 14, 2009
the east coast swing (i)
the name isnt exactly an alliteration, but what the hell....i know i originally started this blog to write about my travels but since my move to new york, ive felt that this is the craziest journey i have gone about so far. lets see how well i keep up with my blogging.
approximately a year ago for my birthday one of my best friends gave me the best thing i own-my very own personalized calendar complete with pictures of our escapades. i didnt realize how valuable it actually was to me until i moved across the country from her. now as im getting ready to flip to the last page in the calendar (showing the month of june 2009), i also didnt realize how quickly time had flown since it was given to me. i honestly thought the pages would never end and i would be able to flip to a new month with crazier pictures and better memories than the one before.
june 2009 will also mark my 6 month anniversary of moving to new york i guess i feel nostalgic that i cant look to the calendar anymore not only because ive been here so long, but because im sad of friends and experiences that are portrayed in that calendar.
i know its stupid to feel sorry myself that i haven't made what is equivalent to a 6 year friendship in 6 months, but i am so impatient. it also sucks to know i did this to myself and most of the people that i love most are still at home.
approximately a year ago for my birthday one of my best friends gave me the best thing i own-my very own personalized calendar complete with pictures of our escapades. i didnt realize how valuable it actually was to me until i moved across the country from her. now as im getting ready to flip to the last page in the calendar (showing the month of june 2009), i also didnt realize how quickly time had flown since it was given to me. i honestly thought the pages would never end and i would be able to flip to a new month with crazier pictures and better memories than the one before.
june 2009 will also mark my 6 month anniversary of moving to new york i guess i feel nostalgic that i cant look to the calendar anymore not only because ive been here so long, but because im sad of friends and experiences that are portrayed in that calendar.
i know its stupid to feel sorry myself that i haven't made what is equivalent to a 6 year friendship in 6 months, but i am so impatient. it also sucks to know i did this to myself and most of the people that i love most are still at home.
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